my heart aches....

i've gotten this stupid virus after returning from my china trip... headach + flu + cough... it got worse as it made my asthma return... difficulties in deep breathing + heart beating faster than usual... i just hope that i dont die within these few days...

but i'm not sure if that's the real reason for my heart problem..

for now.. all i know is that i've missed and let go of many good opportunities in life... i just pray that i'll know how to cherish the next chance when it comes... but sometimes, i feel that i made a good move by retreating... at least, i know that i've avoided an embarrassment..

guess that the only thing that i have to do now is to continue fighting the disease now.. n pray that i'll recover soon.. hope it's not bird flu...

btw: congrats to my good friend who has just gotten attached... got a shock when i received this piece of good news, as i've only left sg for 8 days... haha =) all the best to u 2~~