finally back home....

i miss my internet!!! been out of cardiff and into a foreign place for the past week... of which i only came back to cardiff for 2 mornings for my lectures....

All because i promised to help my friend... he better give me a treat... I'm sooo tired!!!!

it was snowing when i was driving back to cardiff... quite dangerous especially when i was driving in the dark alleys... good experience... hAhaHaz...

it's back to work at HG tmr.. damn bloody tired.. argh.... sian...

heard something happened when i was away... something which i knew it would happen... something which i dont know if it's good or bad... something that will make me become my old self... i wanna hide somewhere from someone... i did.. for 1 week.. but it's back to the same old place... i wonder when i can get out of this place.. i suppose soon....

conclusion:
i tried to give up... i thought i did... i believed i did... i thought i was back to my normal self but when the truth came... i knew i didnt... i think i will still choose to avoid...