officially single....

time for confession...

was 'in a relationship' since nov... met the guy quite long ago... didnt want to acknowledge my feelings and relationship with him to others.. cuz of some matters n i didnt want to make things complicated.. so i went telling everyone in cardiff that i was 'single'... only those friends in singapore who knew what was happening will know the truth...

recently... i changed my status to 'in a relationship'. wanted to make it known to others.. mainly to HIM... oh well.. seems that it doesnt help much... heard the worst statement made by 1 of my cardiff friends that shook me to reality.. seems that things werent as simple as they seemed.. oh well...

nevertheless... it's all over now... i'll just be like jimmy for now... going to a cave.. escaping from reality while i try to sort out my feelings, n at the same time seeking for a new life...

prob i will.. prob i wont... all i know for now is that it's time for me to give up COMPLETELY.....