i'm so broke....

wah... finally realised that supporting a car is sooo expensive!!! my $$ is going down.... shit.. i better work more and spend less.... just imagine my petrol costs almost 25pounds per week.. hahz... i better not press too much accelerator next time.. =x what a thirsty car~~~ -_-"

jimmy... u promised to bring me to bristol... u mus make sure that u do it k!!! i wanna go there.. eat n see n shop... argh... i should cut shopping le... actually i've got nothing much to buy... it's always the WANTS that cause the trouble... better restrain myself next time!! *pats jimmy's head* good boy... hAhAHa...

i mus start earning lots of money... from this month... =) so far... i've earned enough to cover 4 weeks of petrol at the most... i still need $$ for 2 months of my insurance... arghh... at least there wont be insurance deducted next month = lesser burden ... but there're still bills to cover.. argh... 3-4 days of work per week should be enough to cover all ba... aRgh....

i had been making weird dreams lately... hmm... i need a dream interpreter... hAHahaz...

had been very very sick the past few days... so much better now.... a million thanz to my flatmates whom took the effort to walk to their rooms and get medicine for me... and also to those who showed their concern.. =)

scarred heart may be ugly and painful... but it makes u appreciate things later... =) y give up hope.. look forward, isnt that what others always say? like what uncle mar said in his thanz-giving speech during debrief about the improvement of our performance: If jason can do it, u can too... HAhHha.. *pengs*

facing 1 setback is hard.... what's worse is that u face 2 at the same time.. how can a normal person cope with that... my gosh.... i dont like to ignore people... neither do i like to be ignored... but what can i do...

i want to find a 100% right man!!!!