disappointed...

I went for movie n dinner with tony yest... jason n his gf were supposed to come.. but tony received a call from tHem saying that his gf wAs in hospiTal... poor girl.. cousin-bgr-rElationship... they're weird! anyway... thanz tony for some of the treats... though i said it was ok n i coUld pay for my own... i Make A joke that time when he asked me out for this movie... he had tRied asking oTher colleagues to go too, but most of them couldnt make It. when he asked me to go, lai yee came N said, 'wah tony, u just asked me to go, i refused n now u ask christina.' i was like... 'wah.. which number am i on ur list?' haHaha.... funny dude...

during the movie, i thought he cried cuz he took off his glasses n wiped his eyes.. being kind hearted, i passed him a tissue and he laughed... it was funny.. hahahaHa.. cuz i tried to pass him the tissue again later in the show.. hAhaz... ya.. it was just the both of us for movie n dinner.. Just friends.... during dinner, we were chatting about stuff n work... we shared some comments n it's funny cuz both of us look at a particular thing with the same feeling. the worst comment from him about me: i thought u are those kind who goes for expensive stuff! cuz u've got a car n branded stuff... i was like... !!!! i've got a car because i like to drive... merely to play n drive in cardiff.. cuz it was cheap!! branded stuff... once a while lo.... but at least i worked for these luxury stuff k!!

lots of things happened ever since i returned from my recent trip... U still owe me a treat cuz i almost died by vomitting too much blood! u know who u r! ahha.. no worries.. u r not bothering me at all....

should i be glad to find out everything? mayb i should... cuz if i didnt, i think i'll still be in the dark...

home sweet home...

back from work.... wasnt that busy today... but i was really tired.... it seemed that i had driven for days cuz my legs were so tired!! reason: driving for 'hours' to get home on sat night... reached home at 1+am... went to bed at 2+... got up for work at HG.... feel like chopping off my legs...

damn tired now... seemed that i hadnt been zzz well for the past week... which is true... i'll take some time off to relax.... which i really need at this moment... to do my own stuff with my own time...

once again.. i'm back to my cave....

finally back home....

i miss my internet!!! been out of cardiff and into a foreign place for the past week... of which i only came back to cardiff for 2 mornings for my lectures....

All because i promised to help my friend... he better give me a treat... I'm sooo tired!!!!

it was snowing when i was driving back to cardiff... quite dangerous especially when i was driving in the dark alleys... good experience... hAhaHaz...

it's back to work at HG tmr.. damn bloody tired.. argh.... sian...

heard something happened when i was away... something which i knew it would happen... something which i dont know if it's good or bad... something that will make me become my old self... i wanna hide somewhere from someone... i did.. for 1 week.. but it's back to the same old place... i wonder when i can get out of this place.. i suppose soon....

conclusion:
i tried to give up... i thought i did... i believed i did... i thought i was back to my normal self but when the truth came... i knew i didnt... i think i will still choose to avoid...